When one activity gets resolved in ones life, another will inevitably try to take over. This seems to be the nature of life. I work tirelessly trying to focus my life on the direction and future I want. Don't you wish it was easy to control your life? I sure wish it was easy.
The powers that we can not see must have their own strategy for our lives. That is the only explanation I can find. I don't mind God controlling my life but, I can't stand it that Satan has the freedom to work in my life. I get frustrated with this crazy physical existence and all the unknown laws that govern this life. I don't understand why I am not allowed to see how to navigate this existence. I hate tripping over obstacles that I don't see.
Despite the feeling that I can not control anything whatsoever, I will continue to try to steer my life ... even if it is only slightly effective.~b