I know what God has planned for me. I am to reflect the love of Jesus to mankind. Recently I have begun to understand God's love more than I used to. God arranged things in my life to bring about this understanding. It is going to take some time for me to comprehend the nuances of this understanding. All I know for sure is I am to reflect the love but, I am somewhat concerned that my mirror is stained; after all, I am just a man. I don't know what all this means in my day to day life, nor for my future. All I can do is rely on the Holy Spirit to feed me wisdom from moment to moment. The details are fuzzy but, I will put one step in front of the other and see where I end up.
I am 45 years old, married, and have 4 children. I dream as a child and think as an adult. I try to enjoy every day along this journey.